when the tide is low,
the waves are weak
when the waves are weak,
the no of crashes are low
low crash
less noise
more silence
through the day and night

its just so natural
at this point to talk lesser than before
somehow
words dont seem to spout out
not that i dont enjoy the company
but somehow i cant seem to connect things like usual
not that i dont feel any connection with the party
but somehow i cant seem to speak like how i used to

its just so weird to feel this way
its just so
not
me

the mojo is lost in the lallang

in 1 month,
i cleared 4 books by Dan Brown.
He is one amazing writer.
The facts he put in each book is interestingly informative
and im really impressed by how he can capture one's attention with just simple abc

anyway, yesterday was the first screening of the movie -
angel and demon
as usual, the show does not exactly reflect the book
but I must say the director had done quite a fair job
Rome is beautiful with its historically long cathedrals and
they simply blew me away with the drama running around it
and right now, i just want to shout out -

I WANT TO GO ROME! lol

housewifey to be!

its really weird for me not to post much pictures cos im afterall
a trigger happy lady who likes to snap the little bits of my life
surprisingly
i havent click much with my handy camera which I won in my avail days
not sure why but things just seem stuck in the memory of mine and my
hands just seem lazy to get the moment stopping device out of my bag
well just hope the brain still has enough free disc space for the lots of memories I will like to keep in the past few weeks.

well,
this weekend was somehow quaint.
Long and Quiet - thats how I will pretty much like to describe it
i didnt exactly plan much activity, neither did I choose to hang out with anyone
partly cos I was having a really bad tummy that didnt seem to have much control
and partly cos I wanted to have some 'ME' time to myself
a time where I could think things through and work on my work proposals that are due next week

my mum and 2nd sis are out on a retreat trip
while my dad left me alone with the youngest one as he proceed to KL til yesterday night
so I was left pretty much alone since the baby has lots of activity up her sleeves -> to being invited to fashion shows and trip to Jurong Bird park til midnight? ( well i seriously doubt so, but she is young and I guess its time for her to have the time of her life)

So, just as I was bored with the most exhausting exercise in this world - channel surfing
I ended up picking the vacuum, mop and start cleaning the house
from the balcony to the living room and then to the kitchen
where I started my laundry regime

Now that really makes me start thinking
how much work and effort my mummy has put in every week
and we just take all that for granted.
not that I really do, but I realise it takes more than action to fully understand the hard work involved

never did I expect cleaning takes such hard work on the muscles
and never did I expect myself to be toiling on such chores on a weekend where I could spend some cash away
well, it did occur with the help of Olivia Bossa Nova's disc playing away
its good company and at the end of the day, when my muscles ache
I was totally pleased with my performance

perhaps after all,
I guess I can churn out to be a rather good housewife if I really want to :)

*gasp the little breath*

goodness gracious
before i know it,
time has passed like a missile with this new job at hand

i have been as busy as a bumble bee due to work, work and more work
other than my other commitment - polo where SRRR
has just passed
work has been the highlight of my life

with this economic downturn,
im glad to be busy. mainly cos at least i know there is enough for me to spend, eat and most imptly, survive.

interestingly,
im settlingly quite well in where im working.
surviving in the little india office where there is not much food around us
other than really friendly darker tonned locals/foreigners and lots of green patch areas that are created by the government for leisure purposes. Will take a photo to show you guys on it.

in anyway, here's a great blog that I wanna share with you guys.
he is a partner of my CEO
and he was part of the study mission that I was involved in.
enjoy reading!

http://www.gowithbo.info/bojan/ASAE/

happy new year!

yoo hoo!

im back and celebrated the new year in the faraway land in siem reap cambodia! it was a great 12 days trip and i must say I really do enjoy myself lots! will update soon when i have the time!

was just thinking i should be having a new travel blog so that i can note down the different itineraries and memories i had for each country. alrighty, this shall be one of my new year resolutions for 2009.

til then, happy new year!

I'd like to move it move it

sudden epiphany

Sometimes, one's Utopia can turn out to be another's Dystopia

kk was beautiful

at last the first official event is over.
fulfilling and enriching
Im definitely going to return to KK again
perhaps for personal investments and holiday

and when i do return, IM going to make sure that Im eating local, street side food and not food from the hotel.
(10 days of hotel food is way too much to consume)
:)

random whining

work is more packed than before. gosh. time zoom past like some rockets from the outer space. there are so many changes in life that we have to get used to and move on.

realised that i will be flying once every month. goodness. i better bring more moisturizer for my skin and face. hitting the quarter life is not exactly a good thing for the ladies. talking about this, who sets the stereotype that ladies look fabulous with BIG boobs of 32cup D with real tiny waist and tiny limbs? Did that come from the guys or the girls? I wonder.

of course, being a female. Iwould say this comes from the men. Well, I know i cant blame the fact that guys tend to think more with that small head than the big head (thats the best quote i ever heard and I have to give the credits to my mini), and they are the ones who find ladies who own those qualities sexually attractive. And as a result, many ladies felt a need to own tits that seem either way too heavy or bad for their back or to cut their diet to look like satay sticks.

worse, cos of such stereotype, SO MANY ladies turn to cosmetic surgery or even find themselves in depression and self pity just cos they dont hit the level of sexual requirements. I must say the society is truly turning more superficial than before.

Whatever it is, i just want to post a shout out to my beautiful ladies in town. You girls look fabulous the way you are and you are greatly loved by me! heck the stereotype and lets make this world a more pleasant place to live in. :)

p/s note: ANYWAY a point to note - i may sound jealous in this post as i truly dont have those sex bomb qualities in my body. BUT IM NOT. cos im totally happy and comfortable with my little grapes. HAHA and yes, no guys offended me as well. as seen in the first line, this is just random whining.

ha the cousin is so right.
thank you dearie. but yes, it has been long since i sit and pen down the simplest thoughts that can come from a complicated mind. well, im not schizo but somehow when things just clammed down on you, your emotional nerves will somehow tangle with that rational nerves of yours and makes it more complicated than it should be.
nevertheless, it was indeed a new beginning last last week with me embarking on a totally new career and work environment. things are pretty fine and the colleagues there are great (at the moment) mainly cos we have only 7 in the current office while we are moving into the big office with the rest of the other peeps - which means we have to face and adjust to 30 over more strangers in a bigger office. well, the office is expanding. like real big with the company taking over every 2 companies in other parts of the world in each week. how not impressed am I, with the inclusion of really random locations into our letterhead every few days.
* mind starts wondering if the financial turmoil has such an impact on it*
well, i guess its still early to tell if this is something that i will excel on but whatever it is, im just learning what i can, absorbing the nitty gritty details while i embark on this new adventure that awaits me. :)

whatever it is, everybody, please eat NO rabbit sweets, NO potato crackers and be prepared to eat more tapioca and drink more water as the turmoil is hitting to singapore with its tornado swift speed

the decision is there. stick and live with it

the body is weak
the mind is strong

so many things just keep piling on
a break is needed badly
but the girl has no choice but to hold on

the firm decision to take thebaby step
to the other major stage of her life
shall occur
soon

the mamy poko had left for the holland clogs
the dory will be soon leaving for the stripes and stars
when will the yoot be getting out of the sunny island?

i miss and love bus rides.
the theuraptic effect of it
is simply amazing
soon, i will get my big long awaited break

i wish i know what i want and could set what i need to do and could get the answer which i hope to have

but then again, these are wishes, wants and hopes
which falls under the category - unpredictable and volatile

the dreams are there and yet, it seems to fade away with time.
in time to come, they will appear
in my belief.

the fate of striking toto is so much lesser than me falling ILL again

this time round, i fell prey to TONSILLITIS. man. it causes a fluctuation of my body temp, causes the swallowing of saliva to hurt so much that i wish my saliva has never exist in my life, the jaw hurts and swells and i feel like some morbid potato who cant articulate well. worse, doc says it takes 5 to 7 days to recover. im so glad i was dragged by the bear to see the doctor or else it might turn chronic and i need to operate on my tonsil. gosh

oh well. rest time til then.

and yes, i miss yu, the little one.