ha the cousin is so right.
thank you dearie. but yes, it has been long since i sit and pen down the simplest thoughts that can come from a complicated mind. well, im not schizo but somehow when things just clammed down on you, your emotional nerves will somehow tangle with that rational nerves of yours and makes it more complicated than it should be.
nevertheless, it was indeed a new beginning last last week with me embarking on a totally new career and work environment. things are pretty fine and the colleagues there are great (at the moment) mainly cos we have only 7 in the current office while we are moving into the big office with the rest of the other peeps - which means we have to face and adjust to 30 over more strangers in a bigger office. well, the office is expanding. like real big with the company taking over every 2 companies in other parts of the world in each week. how not impressed am I, with the inclusion of really random locations into our letterhead every few days.
* mind starts wondering if the financial turmoil has such an impact on it*
well, i guess its still early to tell if this is something that i will excel on but whatever it is, im just learning what i can, absorbing the nitty gritty details while i embark on this new adventure that awaits me. :)

whatever it is, everybody, please eat NO rabbit sweets, NO potato crackers and be prepared to eat more tapioca and drink more water as the turmoil is hitting to singapore with its tornado swift speed

the decision is there. stick and live with it