WE WON IT!
at last the right colour....
thats it, lingx going to eat vegetarian on special days
and yeap my one week of no meat regime has to start as well.

yesterday was a rollercoaster for me
all day long, it just hurts to realise that things will never be the same again
yest game was a close to perfect one
with me making some bloops here and there
thank you all who covered my back
and yea thank you all who screamed their lungs out at the spectator stand

it may not sound like a big deal to cap in the middle of the match,
but for me, it did.
having the fear of capping has been something that i have to come to terms with since i started this
and yest, i realised its all about facing it
its only thru the capping, flashbacks of how much i love this game
how much i love this team
that i told myself i gotta recover and get back to the game
and yea, i did it by swimming to the side of the pool n not ejecting
im just thankful that i got the calmness and strength to do so
and yea definitely the support that you all had given me thru out this journey.

the night ended with a perfect note and i must say
kudos to the girls who had put in so much effort in the little gifts
sorry if i made some of you cry
im such a cry baby myself and it really hurts to think that things will never be the same
but HEYA!!
we will still be there for each other rite??
LAOLAOS!! we can still play leisurely together rite??
the rest! we can still come down time to time rite??
and once you all grad, you all can join us one by one..
hee
oh yea, mahjong and supper sessions will still exist, hur hur
cos i still want my Mouse to win back your money.. hee

i still remember
during this yr training camp crazy vigilante run,
some of us were suggesting a new sport for us when we grow old -
brisk walking polo team
whahaa. the idea is hilarious
with us walking and not running since our bones will be weaker as we aged,
with us being in the pool - yea it would not be on land cos we still lurve the water
with us not rowing cos our arms by then would be flabby
and yea with us using the same concept and theory of polo in the game
hee

haha yest felt as though im flying away
memories from yr 1 til now just keep coming back
and i cant stop thinking of it even at this moment

lardy words - "3 years", jus made me tear like nobody's business
cos thats the amount of time i have spent my time in the pool
frm a "quiet and no prospect" player to where i stand today
was something that i never imagined myself doing so
going and looking at a pool will never be the same as before
cos thats where all my memories are held

thank yu all for this wonderful journey....
and i heart ya all many many
*MSn yellow bow*