i dunno why am i awake so early in the morning at 6am
perhaps its due to waking up at the same time daily

or perhaps its due to the comp excitement that overwhelms me
suddenly mini words came into my head
"its the last training on thurs"
shit

liling why did you get sick this week

and had lots of assignments in ur sleeves

tears are running down now

cos i realised i am just acting strong by telling her that there will other chances to train

cos i realised i didnt attend the last one

cos i realised im going to miss all of them

cos i realised i reached the date that i wished it never reach

my final match with the fighters

later

with our heart,

mind

and soul