went to eat xiao long bao at holland v jus now!
so happy..
went with the productions planning com..
and its fun!
will put pics of it soon..
really miss the company of these people..
haha. its ok.
will be working with them soon!
we will be setting up booth at nus forum selling bens n jerry ice cream and ritz apple strudel!
cool rite?
and its going at real cheap prices!
so whoever is in nus.
pls come down to support us!!
oh yea.. will be haing chalet this sat with my frens.. so happy.its her 21st bdae..
if im not wrong, it will be at aloha... haha.. yea! den i can go to cycle and look at sun rise or sunset! so looking forward to it.. lalalal.. i suddenly realised so so many of my frens are having bdae in the month of march! and most of them are turnign 21! im getting so broke.. and having probs thinking of ideas for bdae celebrations..hee.

had a turbulent sat with my family.. my younger sis, as usual have created some probs with my mum. argh. i serioulsy dun like it when such events happen.. it creates so much unhappiness, tears and frustration among the family. Told myself to be cool and i went to talk to my sister for almost 4 hours.. analyzing and reasoning it out with her.. i think shes at this stage wher she thinks what she does its right. she doesnt like anyone to scream, nag and whatever she likes or wants to buy, she will get it. she doesnt think of the consequence and she jus wants her own life,her own freedom. ive been thru this stage and i admit its been hard on my mum to go all over it for the second time. shes getting old and now, as the eldest i ahve to try to help her as and when i can. i hope i can be the best eldest sister that i can be.. i hope i can..

its alwyas been like that.ive never been at the top and always trying to climb up to it. putting all efforts whenever i can. sometimes, climbing up this laddeer seems so hard. people take a few months to get to the top, but for me, im forever climbing. the top seems so far away but the stubborn me keeps holdin on to it. i hope i cn succeed, i really hope.. i try not to give up.. trying hard nt to.. cos i dun wan disappoint my frens that have been by my side.. but most imptly, i dun wan to disappoint myself.. i noe sometimes in life, we have to bear failures.. i do accept failures.. i always look at a positive side of life and tell myself that failures spur one to success. i learn from my mistake as and when i can..but somehow, i ahvent reach the top of the ladder.. forever climbing.. climbing.. climbing.. when will i ever reach the top.. i wonder..