bdaes..
bdaes..
bdaes..
ohhh...
i love it when u c the happy faces of these frens of mine..
to those bdaes that r in this month,
namely....
wynne,
baoyu,
colin,
joanna,
josephine,
michelle,
yvonne,
and anyone whom i have left out.. (cos theres so many of u who are born in the month of march)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!
*poPPERS! PARTy hats! Balloons! WHeeeE!*
ooo.. bdae ideas are running in my head at the moment.. hopefully all will succeed.. hee :P

im happy today cos.. at last,i did what i had planned to do. for the past few days, there are times where i planned my schedule but somehow i didnt stick to it. but its ok.. i did it at last! i sweeped my room floor, cleaned it, washed all my dirty clothes and yes read what i need to in the morning. though everything seem perfect in the morning, i lost my focus in the afternoon. argh.. quite irritated with myself at times. There are so many projects and tests esp this week and im still taking my own sweet time. grr. really need some scolding from someone.. if anyone sees me slacking, pls give me a big slap. hee

as usual today i went for my aging lecture.. and of cos i lurve to attend ms angelic(eh not sure how to spell) chan lecture. not becos tat her lectures are very interesting but she simply captivates me! i like her voice. i like her charisma and you should c it. shes like the ideal tai tai that many girls yearn to be in the future. haha. but hey. i am not such a superficial person that keep looking at my lecturer k.. i listen to her lessons.. today topic was on aging women, namely the widows and women that are aged 65 and above. dunno y but it somehow makes me start thinking.. what will i be when im 65, will i still have my husband(provied im married), who will i be staying with..there are so mnay probs and things to think abt when one gets old. by then, we might have prob in movement, hearing and yes, we may be stereotyped as useless by the young hipsters then.. argh.. the thought of it jus scares me.. i dun wan to be old.dun wan to be a loney old lady. bleah.

jus a tot after hearing the stories from my frens.. are guys really that fickle minded in relationship?many times, i hear stories of guys turning to a new target right after they broke up with their gfs for a short period of time. I dunno if im wrong, but the impression that guys give me is that they take things real easy and just let go what is needed real quickly. I noe im those that definitely cant go find someone new if something so major happened to me. the longest i ever took was 2 yrs and i say it really took me a lot of courage to give it up. but i said, it belonged to the past. I guess all these past relationships that we have will remain in our memories while we need to look ahead and move on in life..