its only 14 days to the brand new 2005!
time flies..
memories of 2004 wil always be in me. in my heart and my soul.
jan - having a chalet with my ny team mates with everyone present is so heart warming. most of us changed. in terms of personalities, looks and yes, way of talking. it is uncommon for guys to speak with vulgarities after they go to army. It is a form of punctuation for them and i understand being in contact with such harsh trainings are one big reason to their form of "destress" oh yea. i mus mention that hsuan came back to visit us twice! once in chalet - it was a special return and yes, once during cny. really miss that crazy gurl lots.. hafnt seen her other den the webcam pic of her.. 24th is also a special day for me as it is a start to my rtnship with my baby. i will never forget this day n it shal always be stuck in my head.
feb, march, april - i seriously cant remember very very impt events that happen this period of time. the only memorable part was the time spend with my hall mates. THey are my darlings of my life and yes, i simply enjoy every moment spend with them. I Still remmeber how pam n i would travel all the way to the short wing jus to have fun with the rest. How to have bimbotic times by pretending to be a tai tai. planning bdae with blanket and balloon and meat ball..goodness. how sweet and fun are all theese moemnts.. these BWBS.. wil alwyas be in my heart and soul...
oh ya.. i still remember something real impt....... i have my first ever midnight movie with my liu jiemei! not as if i never watch midnight movie before but this time its with my liu jie mei! we are people who seldom stay out late due to family restrictions n im so glad we did catch a wonderful movie... missing them lots but not sure when will we have the time to meet up. ITs always like that.. everyone has so differnt schedules in lfie n sometimes it jus so hard to meet up jus as when we like....
and yes yes. stil got my god bro wedding dinner! i will never forget that! it was at sentosa and everything is simply so sweet!!! ar. i love weddings.. they never fail to put a smile on ur face when u c someone u cherish has found someone special.. sometimes i wonder when will i ahve my time.. who wil my special one.. its all a fantasy but ya... i think its all a little girl dream to wear that beautiful gown and be a princess!!!! i realise i have never ever has the chance to be a flower girl or an angel or princess before!! the closest character i dress up is the step mother of snow white! goodness!! i remmeber how much i dislike the girl that took the role of snow white den.. hee. come thiking of it, its jus so amusing. hee.
may - its a month i wil not forget. i managed to clear doubts of a qn that has been irritating me for the past 2 yrs. i manage to break the ice of many yrs that seem to e frozen again due to reasons that i think it should. It is a month of regret as i let my irrational desires and emotions to confuse me and hurt the people around me. Im glad im doing the right tings now and hopefully life will still go on...
june - wheeeeeee. that is training trainging an training for the national champs for canoe polo. and yea. it was also driving lesson for me den.. - or did i start in july? hmm.. i seriouslu cant remeber.. bt i mus sa all these trainings and drivng lessons really train my determination and allow me to be more prepared not to give up in time of obstacle or probs...
july - im so excited cos my neighbours are frens that i really wan to live with ad yes we r living in the same wing! so exciting and happy and boy, time spend with them is super duper fun! wheeeee. and of cos july means the start of sch and yes..im officially a 2nd yr student of NUS fass. ARh.. time flies so fast!! i will be graduatiing real real soon and i dun wan to!! i dun wan to work.. cos i noe i wll age when i do work.... grrr. but i cnat study all the way..... argh...baby bdae was memorable to me as well cos i spend so much time n effort to get his presents. i hope he love it lots and cherish me further. muahahhaa. im mad. and yes.. i still remember i sent a bdae present overseas to hsuan in taiwan.... hahaha...im a great fren. opps. im mad again. bleah.....
august - wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. its one great month cos i got my driving license at a one try! weeeeeee.. now i can borrow my dad car and drive anywhere i want to.. if he allows.. hee. And yes.. my seniors have canoe polo ivp champ. tough we juniors din get anythign but ya. its realy sweet to c the seniors who have tainied with u thru out the hols to succeed! hee.. and yes. rag was simply great! we won the overall float! i remmebrer how some of us actually bother to go down and smell glue and make ourselves so tired by helping out with the float. and yes of cos the most memorable part whereby josh and i were busy doing the dancer hair without any prior experience.i jus merely do what i c from winnie and boy am i glad, i noe how to style these pretty dancers for the performance! hee..
sep - my bdae! of cos man! how can i forget its the month where i turn 20! the big 222222 argh.. never imagine how things wil be when i reach this big 2.. it is kinda scary cos people hve some expectations when u get older..oh yea.. i will never forget the presents and love i was showered upon.. thank you so much babes and dudes.. totally love you all....
oct - stress starts building cos exmas are comign. i dunno why but exmas dis yr kinda scare me.. not becos im not prepared but cs of the pressure to perform? im nt sure myself eitehr. i jus remeber tat this sem i have lots n lots of persents that i need to finish and im so glad that i finish and perform reasonably ok.
nov - hoooooo exams are here and yes i was looking forward to my hols! keep hinking of enjoyment and blah blah.. i was such a pig... only wnat a relaxing life.. hee. but when dec comes, i realised my hols are nt holidays after all. instead its training, trianing and productions.a rgh... bt im glad im still strong and holdin on to it. nvm.. great abs shall be my big motivation after this dec. hahaha. im nuts.
but ya.. htis yr has been a great one for me. with ups and downs. thank you all for fulfilling my life...... thank you.. farewell 2004 and a big warm welcome to 2005! here comes my new yr resolution and new yr wishes!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee