hand hurts a bit during pass.
can feel the uncertainity in rowing..
having ladies stuff dat make matters worse
completely slow today
was haing fears today
dunno y
the worse has yet to come til
a ball lands rite in front
i went all out and
off cos poof i went.
off i came out of the seat
n cldnt come out again
i dunno y
super demoralised
and pek chek
i never felt this way before.
felt so useless..
i dunno..
i cant believe i even break down
shit
controlling like shit.....
realy controlling
i dun understnad y everythign i try very hard
it doesnt seem to work
i really did try..........
really did....