hee.. morning!!! ohayo!!! hahaa. yea.. im feeling fresh and awake from yest sleep.. though its not a very comfortable sleep (cos its too hot and humid~argh) have been feeling so sticky when i woke up.. goodness. think i will bathe twice today.. hee. anyway today is the last day of preparation for my first and 2nd war tmr.. grrr. hate wars.... esp wars that are surrounded by books.. books and more books.. hee..
realised that i need to pack my stuff real soon.... cos i hope to get everything back home asap... hopefully dad wil be nice to come and pick up stuff on sun. and den on mon after my exams with me! hee. dun feel like waiting til tues... anyway my dear cousin wan to go to the beach on tues! thinnk she got the sun tanning "bug" in her tat i inflicted on her.. haha... hee. i dun mind suntanning.. but i feel like getting a b..so that i will have a more even tan. hee. got this real urge yest to go shopping for it on sun.. if i finished studying.. argh.... but den i scared dat i look fat.. but who cares.. aiy......
hmm... talking abt my cousin.. pam and i were watching tv in josh room when my cousin and daniel walked past..den pam commented that my cousin turned prettier. haha. i always think that my cousin is pretty except for her thinness.. i guess pam made that comment cos she look happier and less haggard.. hall stuff had really tire my cousin a lot cos she seems to have so many so many things to do.. unlike me trying to slack as much as i can. haha. anyway think she looks happier oso cos of daniel..guess he really brighten up her life.. anyway daniel is a nice guy whom i can talk to.. if he ever be my cousin in law.. i wun mind! cos at least i can bully him a little. muahahha. one thing i guess i like abt him is that he is willing to help everyone be it his darling yvonne or his frens.. guess thats a very good point. and he is oso not that type of person that only keeps his conversation to himself and yvonne. which is oso good. at least i dun feel bored when i am with them. muahahaha. hope this rtn that my cousin has with him will last forever.. i wish them all the best. hee.. hmm. but the only thing that i dun like abt their rtn is they have a cat!!! argh!!! i am scared of cats since dunno when.. and somehow when i c cats, i got this fear that runs through my veins... grr...talking abt it oso makes me have goosebumps. goodness.. anyway they have this cat caled loki... and i mus say its like their baby. they spent a lot! a lot! on it.. feed it and now its so big. i remember c-g it when its a kitten.. it was really cute.. but i was still scared of it. i still remembered once when i came back from a jazz bar with baby. (that time i was not with baby den)i lost my key and ended up slee[ing in my cousin room. loki the kitten was in the room and i tell u.. i cldnt sleep much the whole nite. i was frozen on huimin bed and i dare not move a inch for the whole nite!! i was afraid that the kitten would jump on the bed! argh!!! anyway his meowing was scary enuff.. i was so scared by it dat i haf to pray before i sleep.. goodness. that was the last time that i ever told myself i would sleep with a cat. seriously i dunno why am i so scared of a small little animal.. i dun mind dogs, rabbits.. but cats? nono.. they give me an eerie feeling that i dun like........ i stil remembered the time when i was young at abt pri 4, i was walking back to sch when i saw a black cat. i was a little scared at the sight of its green eyes and quickly walked up the stairs... as i walked, the cat followed.. i was so frightened that i quickly ran which eventually let the cat to chase me! good ness! i even climbed up my house gate, crying so hardly but the stupid cat jus wun go away. it even tried climbing my house gate and only left when my maid opened the door and shooed it away. still can remeber that awful scene. argh!!! think it left a scar in my memories of cats.
anyway why am i talking abt cats? hee. think i need to study le. gambatte!!!