i didnt check my mail since dunno when. i think i did it on thurs or wed nite n signed up this ringo thingy and when i check my mail.. its like 30 plus new mails stating Thank you for sharing your contact and blah blah blah..
but thats not the point.
one mail jus catches my eye..
CANOE POLO NATIONAL TRIALS SELECTION from my coach..
argh..
im damn danm tempted to try... but i know i suck at it.. esp at this point of time when i havent even train for almost one month. the ball will definitely slip thru my hands.. my paddle wil be damn freaking heavy and yes i dun even noe if i can do a roll now!!!!
the worst news of all is that the selection is on this sunday 8th may, 7am..
should i go or not?
this is like a once in a lifetime thingy..
and from wat i noe.. its been really really long since the national team decides to have a
national team selection..
argh.
i really dunno what to do...
its the national team u noe....
there are so many things that i need to think abt
and yes.. canoe polo is definitely something that im really really interested in.
this thing really makes me start thinking and thinking again.

im still left with three papers next week! its on tues, wed, thurs.. argh.. everyone in hall seems to have finished theirs or have one or two more papers left while im still struggling with THREE. goodness..and yes i m starting to miss my neighbours... friday nite was really lonely when everyone was not around. the wing was so ghostly that i can even hear my breath.. muahhaa im jus exaggerating. but anyway im back at home now.. and i tot i should be able to concentrate well with the enjoyment of air con at home. but NO! flowing mucus and eye lids that jus seem to drop whenever i look at my readings..man.. i really need to study and not stuck in this sleepy n non motivated mood. give me the strength to move on..argh..
4 more days.. thats it.. u can do it nikki..

anyway today is a special day.. not cos its a public holiday, but yea.. its my kor bdae!!!
MR wang XIANGRONG!!
HAPPIE EGGY DAE to YOU!!!
you have turned old!!! hahaha.. much older den me!! muahhaha. now you are 22 while im still
at my sweet 20.. muhahahaha... opps.. anyway hope u enjoy this day.. after my exams.. im going to disturb u like nobody business... muhahahaa

argh.. i want exams to end soon.
end soon cos there are so so mnay things to do.. i want to spend more time with baby cos hes leaving on the 15th june.. anywya if anyone sees me with a bad mood or swollen eyes at that point of time...u will know why.. he will be going away for a year before he will be back in spore..
argh.. ok i shouldnt be thinking of this now. but yea the tot of him leaving jus sucks.

oh yea.. to my ny canoiests.. if you happened to read my blog.. there will be a gathering at NTUC pasir ris chalet on the 14, 15th may. make urself available esp on the 14th k..
hope to cya there! oh yea. im so glad this time chalet is booked by a guy at last.. muahah kudos to jason!

oo. there are so many girl politics and stories these few days and toot called me jus now to tell me more abt it.. that silly girl.. dun curse C or even S liao.. S is jus irritated that E wil tell you .. and as of C, she wil get her own retribution. anyway its a C chided S n S chided E thingy.. complicated ar. its a hidden msg for the b3 girls. muhahahha...