sch is starting so soon!!!! arghhhhhhhhh
i din realised that sch starts for sch for my dear little sis and yes, my ntu frens til jus now. aw.
how time flies man..
this holiday doesnt seem like one to me, and it simply jus zooms past me without me realising it at all. goodness.. im going to start ssch and i need to bid for my modules! argh... so heres come my planning of exmas and three day or four week timetable.. and getting ready for sch to start!
argh
i seriously have no mood to start sch yet. it seems that so many things are to be done. and yes.. i need to sit down and plan it one by one.
my room needs to be cleared... i need to get clothes for new year and yes i need to prepare a sum of money for the notes and piles of readings that i need to buy for the new sem.
goodness.
i still have so many deadlines for production to meet... and yes.. i have my upcoming CAnoe polo SRRR competition.. oh yea.. mayb i shoul mention my iHgs.. but den sadly... im not really into hall games lately.. kinda tired of all the politics and im not realy bothered or enthu abt it.. Dunnno y but ya.. it jus tires me when u want to play a happy game when all these little bitching of others jus come n disturb u.. its so sad when people come for training jus for the sake of points and not the love of game. i would really want to shut my ears off such things but it jus never seem to end. IM thankful that i have wonderful neighbours who cant be bothered abt such stuff and we are all warm and cosy in our b3 lala land. without these gurls..i really dunno how do i survive.
im also thankful that i found something i like to play a lot and i have wonderful team mates that really support me. i dunno why but im looking forward to canoe polo trainings..every traiing i go, i want to learn something, i want to improve something.. and i noe that the results are coming out bit by bit. Today when i was bathing in the toilet with xueying. both of us were jus so hyper.. we are getting so excited esp after today game with the ah lao red tide seniors.. i dunno y but somehow the hope of winning the alumni is getting closer.. i felt the pressure faced by them.. i felt the competition running in my veins.. ar... really really wanna get into the finals this time.. it will be a tough fight but im sure my team mates and i would do our best.. training four times a week isnt a joke.i dunno how can i find the mental and physical strength to juggle thru these trainings. all the cuts.. blue blacks and old injuries may seem to stnd in our way but we are still getting on strong.. i realy wan to play in clarke quay at the end of jan and hopefully my family can come down and c me play.. I realised none of my frens have really know what the game is abt.. my mum has been objecting me as she thinks its a damn raggard game that girls shouldnt join. mayb i do agree with her that i shouldnt join this game as its making me bigger.. as in having bigger muscles and making me less feminine.. but its jus so addictive.. two more weekends..will be the preliminary of the games.. i really dunno how wil we end up..cos the draw that we have is rather competitive... im praying and training..........
oh yea.. a new yr with new competition new determination and a new life.. i simply love 2005!hee.
*getting hyper*