whopee whoppee whoppe!
i finish all lectures and tutorials of the whole sem ( note this - its the whole sem not the week. hee)
time really flies so fast.
before you noe it, everything jus go past you with a whiz.
there are many things to do.. so little time to rest n
we jus zoom past our days jus like a bullet train.
once it's gone, it wil never return.
sometimes i wonder if i have any regrets in my life of 20 yrs, 1 mth and 10 days. hee.
but i guess even if i have, i cant do much abt it but jus have to cherish the life and fulfill what i can in the near future.
i was jus thinking tat its so ironical to what we wish we could do or become when we were a young kid and the present us.
sometimes, at my age of 20, i hope i can be a young girl that has no worries abt the society. im jus an innocent girl who only thinks of food and has all the care and love from my family and mayb close frens. I do not need to think of sch, i do not need to think of commitment or evn results that can stress us for many days. I only think of how to shit and cry so that my mum will pamper me to the fullest.
However when i was a young girl, i remmebered i was a super vain pot who likes to pose for pics, i also aspire to be a successful lady that has a lot of money, authority and prestige in the society. (if im not wrong, i aspired to be a first lady president in the world beofre.. goodness. heee) i hope to be like mother teresa who can help as many people as possible.i also hope to grow up as fast as possible as i cant seem to do so many thigns that i wan to. My mum will always go " you are too young" and stop me whever she can.
how weird can we humans be rite?
if only theres a machine to change us to a young kid n go back in time to fix our mistakes and regrets..