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i changed my template! hee. have been having that template for quite some time, decided to have a change and tot this was quite cute and the girl looks like me, so grumpy.. hee. and yes i added music too! cool ya... hee. but i think it may be a pollution to some of you though. hee.

anyway i mus say special thanks to my baby, CALVIN LEE YICHENG for the previous template! that was the template that we do together! hee. shall do more of those pretty templates when we have time k? heee..

oh yea. im stuck at home on a sunday morning when i actually can go for training and get back my tan!! i am getting so so fair.. jus like some white chicken! argh.. dun like it. but its ok. i noe i wil be black again soon when training starts stepping up for hall and canoe polo! :P

today shall be the last day of my long hair era.. goign to miss this hair length.. never ever had such long hair before other den the shoulder length that i had when i was 6! tmr wil be visiting the high class hair salon at paragon with joanne and we are going to have high class treatment at cheap price! thats cos we have our matric cards to help us get discounts for it! do u noe that i can jus get my hair cut for $20 regardless of any hair length at there? ok it may sound expensive to some people .. but its really feels good paying so little but getting so princess like treatment at such salon.. haha. *man... im jus dreaming to be a taitaiwannabe again.. hee.. *
yeap.. hopefully i will get a good hair cut that makes me feel fresh and look good!

oh yea.. was jus reading the newspapers today.. can u belive that 4500 babies are lost in spore due to the rise in miscarriage for women? goodness!!
and guess wat? doctors realised that the main reasons for that are due to the rich diet we have and late pregnancy age. i always tot our ancestors would emphasize on having good food to enjoy the life. however, i realised too much good food is not too good for us after all. There must always be a balance for us and we must definitely EXERCISe. lucky for me.. im not a sweet tooth person who likes choc or sweets. the only sweet thing thtat i cant resist is only ice cream and thats a lot of calories and sugar level in it! argh.... hopefully some one wil invent a ice cream that taste as good as the normal ice cream but does not have such guilty level of calories and sugarlevel.. hee.

k back to the miscarriage issue, i alawya tot tat miscarriage happens to women that accidentally hurt or have a great fall. Perhaps this is what i perceive from the tv serials when those big pregnant ladies would get pushed by some people and ya. she lost the baby because of that. hee. but no.. no.. GIRL FRENS! we do not get miscarraige solely because of that! as we grow older, our womb gets weaker, thus this results in us geting higher miscarriage. not only that, reporst have proven that late pregnancy coculd result in higher risk of defective fertilisation as well. Thats cos as we get older, the no of healthy eggs we have are lesser and thus the chances to have a healthy baby are smaller!

From the newspaper statistics
the risks of down sydrome is as follows:
at age 25, 1 in 1350 births
at age 35, 1 in 380
and at age 40, 1 in 150 births

argh.. that is so scary!! i do not admit that i am a girl who wants to get pregant in the near future. (that applies even if i am not wanted by any men, cos i will visit the sperm bank!) u can say im traditional, you can say im crazy but i always think being pregnant is one of the wonderful things that make u feel like a woman.

though it is scientifically proven that being pregant at 20 is the best age, i seriously do nt and will not want do so! cos currently im at 20 and the only priority i have in my life is my studies! i am defnitely not willing to let go my studeis and definitely wun wan to have a child without proper financial stability. I always think that its very important to save enuff money for the upbringing of a child. Though money is not everything in this world, but we definitely have to note the big importance and impact of it in our lives. We need moeny to get pampers for kids, need money to buy milk, need money to let our child have virus infection jabs. need money for their education and blah blah...argh.. our world is getting jus so materialistic.,....
in case u all are wondering, my ideal age of pregnancy is at 29 and of cos hopefully by then, i have a stable career, have a happy family,have a healthy and normal child.. and am a ideal woman of my own expectations. :)

haha.. i dunno why am i blabbering such stuff today.. but seriously i always think that having a child is a very heavy responsibility that all of us should take note. Many women have suffered depression from losing their children to miscarriage and i think we should be really careful if we ever get pregnant.. anyway to my girl frens out there. do not get stress when u r pregant in the future.. im sure it wil be a memorable 9 months experience that the guys dont get it! hee.