goodness. i realised i typed in so many posts today.. dunno what wrong with me..
mus be the monday blues..
luckily i met someone that brighten up my day.. my driving instructor.
thanks sir.. not bexos he is handsome or wat. but somehow he managed to divert all attention to the driving and not the probs i am having..
but i mus say i create quite a big hoo haa by losing my pdl again.. this is my 2nd time! argh.. damn.. another 20 bucks flying away.. how careless can i get.. but im always like that.. losing everything in a split second.. i have to make the instructor drive me from sengkang to my home to check and den to ubi...goodness.. waste time some more.... argh...
anyway driving was quite fun! i drove at a circuit.. drove from ubi to hougang to sengkang to ponggol.. goodness. i think i travelled a lot for my first practical lessons. the instructor was quite impressed with me!! hee.. but i noe i stil have lots to improve.. jus hope to get the license by aug.. dun wan to drag til sch starts and yes. my advanced theory.. quick get over it.. think at least i got such thnigs to do so that everything wil be forgotten while i get on with my life.. cant wait to get my license den i wil drive on the road.. hmm.. who are willing to be my first few passengers? hee.
argh.. the only thing i am complaining abt my instructor is he switches on the aircon way to high.. my hands are numb from driving.. and until now i have difficulty to type.. argh...
hmm... i think im feeling some sounds from my tummy. din eat much this morn.. aiy.. think i betta go whip up some food.. oh yea. mummy will be back.. she is the saviour to my sorrows.. think without her, i am feeling grummpy.. though she nags, but her presence covers all probs..
anyway jus wan to say thanks....
thanks cousin for letting me rant non stop this morn.. but somehow i think mayb i shouldnt follow as what u say to let my heart rules my thoughts. cos i think whatever im doing now, im not letting it rule cos the heart in me is too confused and it only knows how to hurt others even more. i cant be selfish to think of myself even more.. i shall not. and never wil be.. never wan to be the bitch that is selfish and thoughtless.. let things be gone.. let the fate die.. and let us be forgotten in the near future.. mayb it wil be better.. better
ok gonna get some food and pack the house to welcome mum..