argh.. i hate it at times.. sometimes it pays not to be nice and remind people of tings.. reminded someone not to leave laptop lying around in the lib and come back and that person say im naggy like mummy. i really dun wish to hear someone come crying n whining n cursing that someone stole his\her things. its damn frustrating and silly when u noe that that person lost it due to their "magnimity" and carelessness.. grr.
ar whatever.. i dunno y am i so pissed oso.. jus mayb that person din realise it that i have been too nice.. or mayb i am too hungry.grr...
the b2 gals are going to biz lib to study.. very much wan to go with them but somehow dun feel like oso. i know that in the end.. though we will study.. we will get distracted.. the weather is so freaking hot that i dun like to move around and rather stay in my own room to study.. think i will feel better in the room.. lib is nice with aircon but to me, i prefer to study alone. u can say im a hermit or anti social but most of the time i think i do better if i study alone.. more concentration... i guess.. having too many chiobus and yandaos will only make my eyes to look further.. i dun wan to talk while studying liao. really wan to stdy hard for this sem exams.. dun wan to cork up like last sem.. though studying nowadays doesnt seem to work much effectively. but i hope it wil by tonight..
yest was an eventful nite.. went to eat supper with the b2 gals for the first time!! and we went with our jie mei bro. ewen and zhihao.. ewen had his father car and he drove us all the way to geylang to eat you tiao and soy bean.. love the food there. yum yum! and before we reached the eating place.. we went to check out the red light district of singpore.. seriously im seldom out late at nite. having someone to drive me at 2 am in the morn is a rare case and i am always fascinated by the scenaries of the night. everything is jus so calm.. tranquil.. cool... i simply love it....
checking out the red district area of singapore really makes me think a lot.. looking at the lust on the guys faces.. gross.. i dunno what to say.. are guys really so desperate? do they realy crave for sex so much? the whole row of houses have pink lights at the entrance.. and before the door, there is a screen. i guess thats for blocking of the view of curious onlookers like us. i managed to peep into one of the houses and i saw a whole display of girls sitting there and waiting for guys to have business with them. its really saddening to c gals being scrutinised and treated as animals.. they are like slaves to the hungry wolves who have not eaten for ages. u noe when we went into the road, we were so scared that we make sure the doors of our cars are locked.. jus scared the people who are in charge of these brothels wil come knocking on the car and accuse us of probing into their business. argh.. the patrons of these places are mainly uncles.. all of them have this face that is written "i want sex" argh.. piss me off... do u noe one of them was actually sitting by the pavement.. and when he saw our car which has 6 girls, he stood up. he must be thinking that w are "new girls" to serve him.. kick his ass for thinking that way.. but come to think of it.. red light district is a must for the society.. gana ever said before in his lecture that these places are needed to maintain the equilibrium of the society.. interesting point that he pointed out to us.. :)
i always wonder..how do those girls get involved with such stuff? why do they have to sell their bodies..its a really sad thing when u c this woman trying to tout a customer and bargain for the price.. she wil jus luff and tease and flirt with the guy.. somehow when i c her do that, there is this look in her eyes that state im actually not very willing to... its a sad sad world i must say.. *sigh* u noe yest we were talking abt this nj couple, called william (the crush that jinying had on) and his gf. it was rumoured that the girl had abortions for four times. perhaps this is not true. but im quite sure the girl definitely has sex with him and guess what, she is confirmed co habitating with him. if that is the case, why dun they get married? im sure if they dun get married, this jerk would definitely kick her away. though they have been together for one yr plus. but is it really so worth it to be with this guy that doesnt bother if u are running away from ur family and staying with him? why wun the parents bother? sometimes i think im really lucky to have my mum and dad. with them i really feel so safe. i always know and heard before that love is blind but is the gurl really so silly. i feel sad for her. for being a puppet of someone whom cant be trusted.. i seriously hope she will be fine..
anyway after supper we were back in hall at abt 3 plus.. and guess wat. jus as i was walking back to my room from the short wing. i almst stepped onto vomit on the floor! gross.. wanted to go and clean it.. and pam went to the toilet and jus before she opened the door she screamed danm freaking loud. i tot she saw a cockraoch or lizard and went to look at it. gross. almost vomitted when i go n look at it.. the vomit smell is crazy ! there are more vomits in the toilet! argh.. quick;y took a pail and washed the vomit.. argh.. and all 6 of us gals ended up washing the toilet and corridor of our level..t hough its horrible smelling but i dun think any of us would want to leave the stench there. its too gross.. we suspect its our french neighbour who may be drunk..cos right after pam screamed, she came out of the toilet with a towel wrapped very little part of her body. she did not wear slippers and have no other clothes with her.. (which is not her usual style) jos saw her today and she looked quite paiseh oso. aiy.. think she got frightened by pam scream and jus ran out so that she would not be caught. she did not off her water tap cos right after me and jo washed the entrance of the toilet, we heard water spraying and tot someone else was in the toilet.. joanna was the one who pointed out abt the spraying of water and we tot there was a ghost.. hahaa. quite amusing after thinking abt it.. hee.. anyway it was a damn eventful nite that im sure i will never forget... something that is so memorable and make me realise that the frens i made here are all worthy frens. they are wiling to share ur woes and troubles.. they are wiling to help in cleaning up no matter what happens.. they are jus really good frens.. thank u so much...
k.. i think i need to getback to my books. study time!!!