today sunday times cover a session on palship at work. and it just struck a chord to the happenings around me in office. it sucks to know or realise there are so many pals that have and are leaving you behind. i wish them all the best and yet at the same time, wish that things will be the same. however things are just not as rosy as it is. people have their own life, own goals and own needs esp when they need to fend for themselves in this cruel reality world. it sucks to know that the world is just so materialistic and economical, and somehow money is indeed the root of certain evils. palship was one reason to why i love my job and somehow that vital reason in my work has disappeared as old pals left while the new ones just cant seem to replace them. i guess im not looking forward to forging the same closeness as before but i wish i can keep the palship and frens that i had made and treasured allong the 20 plus yrs in my life in my sweetest deepest memories ever. if possible, maintaining that closeness ever.

work is now definitely not the stability in life anymore
theres only two constants in life
change and onself