dis is calvin dream marriage car..
or rather i call it a carriage..
hahaha that silly boy likes to dream..
but who doesnt rite..

i love to dream...
dream of the silliest thing ever..
let me tell yu what's my dream life..
i dream.........
that i was a little girl. a little girl that will never grow old..
no wrinkles, no crow feet, no pimples.. nothing..
no sign of aging..
i was running about..
running along the beaches of some coast..
running in a great paddy field..
running towards my home - a cave
a cave that has everything..
sofa, bed and even computer..
the only thing that cant be found would be insects and mosquitoes..
yea it sounds silly but my home is clean.
perfectly clean...
i walk around with my bare feet..
walk to the place that i bathe..
i have a favourite spot near my house.
its filled with rocks.
at nite, i love to climb n lay on the rocks.
and count the no of stars in the sky..
in the morning.. i love to walk on the little rocks in the water..
one, two, three,
i count the no of continous steps i can take til i reach no more stones.
one, two, three
i count the no of sea shells that i collected thru out the yrs.
thats the kind of life i dream of..
simple with no worries.

i know such dreams are silly.. too silly to be true..
but i dunno why dreaming of them jus makes me smile..
i remmebered that when i was younger..
i dream of the most extreme things..
i dream to be a national swimmer and yea i also
dream to be a ballerina...
whenever i see how josecelin yeo swims for the country,
i have this urge to jump into the water
and do the same..
whenever i enters the dance studio or any big room
with paquet flooring(argh, i dunno how to spell) and mirrors
i feel like dancing..
dancing with grace....
jus like the little sugar plum fairy in NUTCracker..
jus like Anastasia in the cartoon..
humming the song "once upon a december"

Dancing Bears,
Painted wings,
Things I almost remember,
And a song someone sings,
Once upon a December

Someone holds me,
Safe and warm,
Horses prance through a silver storm,
Figures dancing gracefully,
Across my memory....

Someone holds me,
Safe and warm,
Horses prance through a silver storm,
Figures dancing gracefully,
Across my memory....

Far away,
Long ago,
Glowing dim as an ember
Things my heart used to know
Things it yearns to remember
And a song,
Someone sings,
Once upon a December


ar...........
i love dreams
dont you too???