suddenly
i feel empty
i realised that i have so much time
and so many things to catch up
but i just couldnt sit down n settle what i need to
my mind jus keeps thinking of stuff that had happened..
things that i shouldnt be thinking of
esp when all has been over.
not sure if all you guys noe. but yea, i lost my competition..
got only a silver in IVP and bronze for opens.
its definitely not something that i had alwayas wanted..
but yea..
its something that i have to accept and yes i do.
everyone talks abt being perfect in the game
being happy with the process of achieving what we have
but yea.. i think ultimately when one lose a game
the feeling still sucks no matter wat.
it sucks even more when u noe that
we can do it better as a team..
but yea.. whatever it is, its over.
im not giving up..
neither do i think the rest of the panthers are too..
im sure we will be hungrier..
and we will learn what we need
and come back stronger as a team..

jus a note to the panthers:
to you gurls..u all rock. all of you have been a memorable part of my life
and i never regret fighting along with you all for the past few months.
i really hope that all of us wun give up and we will return to show our worth.
heavy flow here hearts you all many many and thank you all for everything..

oh yea.. jus something that im jus found online and yea thats me!!
woot.... should hae been yoot of the week ar..hee