there are so many things that i wish and want to do.
but its not the right time at all
exams havent realy start
and i am looking forward to the times after it
the first and foremost.
i really wan to is to have a short trip to bintan or bali with
my neighbours
we have been talking and researching abt it
but have never done it.
three days would be fine
thats all i would ask
while we bask under the sun
and enjoy the natural scenary
i want to improve on my cp skills
really want to in this hols..
someimes i look at the red tide people play
i always wonder why cant we play like them
why are we always so afraid of them
and yes, why cant we beat them..
i realy wan to have that day to occur
but we are still so far far behind..
i want to go shop.. since last yr
i always wan to go bangkok or taiwan to shop
but havent do so
all these need money
and time
and i have little of those.
or rather i did not make use of it..
argh..
i want to go and work
i want to earn some money
so that i can use them to relax
and help to pay some billls
argh..
i dunno if anyone knows abt this
but im stil comtemplating abt my stay next yr
i have accepted everything
but the biggest decision is yet to make up
i fully understand y mum and cal needs to object it so greatly
but do they understnad what i felt
i dunno.
i never like taking long trips..
jus going to suntec on thurs was a chore for me..
i almost puked on the bus
as the bus crawled with the traffic jam
the feeling sucks
argh..
i dunno. wil think abt all these til 5th may.
that wil be the perfect time to think wat to do and all that.
yes... one more impt thing to do..
i relaly wan to spend time with calvin...
he is going off in another 2 more months..
its still seems quite far.
but in actual fact its not much left minus-g the amount of time i need to
study for my exams and the days he need to go back to camp
and slog like a pig and
come back home and sleep like one as well.
arghh
so many things..
and all these have to wait til exams end.
grr.
dun even noe why am i thinking of all these.
bleah.
anyway need to go study now
or else i will waste3 another day
tonight wil be joanne princess dearie pink and whitey bdae party ..
will be going slightly late..
hope to have pics up!
wheeeeeee