i make weird dreams that seem so real to me. n in my dreams, i felt as though i was talking to some people whom i dunno their names at all. theres this guy who tells me that he is going to australia to study as he can jus pay for his certificate and doesnt need to slog as hard as us. He decides to give up his spore uni degree when he had actually studied for one yr and chose to make that decision. and he went on babbling stuff like the only things he regret abt going overseas are that the girls here are hotter. he ask me if i would stay if i were him and ask if the guys here are hotter.. Im like *wat?!* but jus as i was going to answer him back.. my phone woke me up from this silly dream that i have. I duno what make me dream of such things but yea. it feels weird but im glad i got out of it as i wun noe how to answer his qn at that point of time.
sometimes i wish that i can be overseas at this point of time. I dun understand why must singapore uni emphzsizes so much on academic success thru exams that stresses people so so much. So many students have commited suicide, got depression due to the 4 letter word E.X.A.M. but the govt still continues with it. My frens who went abroad tells me that studying is so much easier and relaxed as compared to here.im jealous.. haha.. i always wanted to go to switzerland to get my tourism degree.. but of cos going abroad needs to pay a very huge price.. a price that is too expensive for me.. in terms of money and yes to give up the delicious food that i enjoy here in spore.. hee. (im a greedy pig.. cant believe it but i feel like eating crabs n prawns at this moment of time) therefore, come to think of it, i have no choice but would need to stay here to be good nerdy nikki dearie who will go thru the NUS exams for the next two weeks. argh.... 13 more days. im so dead...
hahaa with regards to the qn abt guys being hotter in spore.. i really dunno man.. i dunno how non sporean guys behave or are like but yea.. im ok with wat i see here and definitely happy with what i have. the only thing that i seldom c around in singaporean guys is the drive that they have in life and the height.opps..but really guys nowadays arent really that tall. somehow i hope that they are slightly taller.hee..anwyay its jus a stereotypical thinking that i have of the guys here. and yes.. sometimes i do admit that i have very bad conflict with guys (one very gd eg was with my ny team guy captain.. but yea. its the past so i cant really be bothered abt him) and find guys irritating a lot of times.. esp those who have huge big ego or do really childish acts that never spare a tot for others. but again, these might be some minorities to irritate and make our lives more "interesting".