today is quite a happy day
though it started quite badly with mummy nagging early in the morn
initially i was rather happy as my dad agreed to let me drive the car to sch alone for traingin n back home! but jus as i was leaving home. mum jus went.. "what? u allow her to drive? she only got her license for the first time?! she only had it like last den half a yr?"
im felt so diao after that. everytime dad feels safe to let me drive,she jus needs to object for her own reasons. im jus wondering why is it that she feels so unsafe with me driving. shouldnt she be proud of me for learning how to be independent n noe how to drive? i have already spent the money on it, why dun i jus make full use of the license that i have? when will she ever ever let me drive alone?! and worse still, isnt it better tht i pass my driving test at a first go? if i dont do that, wun she get more paranoid since she has been doing that all along? grrr.cant stand it at times. POO... anyway she cant do anything on the 7th feb.. cos im going to get dad car to drive to my sponsor office to get goods. so too bad..!bleah *nottie nottie*
anyway training today was rather tiring. dunno y but the boat seems heavy. the paddle seems heavy.. and the sun is so so hot! i guess we are in our luxury boats for too long.. the personal boats that we borrowed from the seniors are so so much lighter. and yes it goes so much faster.. aiy.. but its ok.. it didnt spoil my mood cos i did something great today! *drum roll* i did.. Damn good bracing! and yes ROlls that were perfect! many times, my rolls are horrid.. esp when i cap by surprise. due to the deep fear i had, i always never seem to master it and it really makes me wanna give up soso many times. But im so so thankful that i did not and my teamates and coach did not give up on me as well.I was in real big shock when i did my roll today. u should look at my face. seah kai was cheering there while xueying was luffing at my stoopid expression. but no matter wat, Im HAppy! supeer Happy! i manage to break it.. at least for this trainig! im happy! wheeeeee!!!! todays trainig was like a mixed training with both juniors and seniors. it feels damn weird esp when i have to be flat three and chaser for the attack and defence. i have never trained these positions for dunno how long and i was rather lost myself. the worst part was i felt weird cos i couldnt connect to any other players as i have never ever played with them before. its like with the rest of the seniors, i noe that yes.. i can pass it to them, i noe when they need it and all that.. and all these were done in silence. yea. u may find it weird, but most of the time, my team can do that. IT feels great cos its like a telepathy thing that no one can replace. Today the only person i was able to connect to was Ariel.. i miss playing with the rests but i noe i have to be prepared for more of such things to come. Today the only other senior is xueying. i dunno how shes feeling but i guess she should be alright as there are weitee and anabelle in her group. aiy.. oh anyway yest was POlo gal, SHUWEn 21st bdae! wheeeeee!
hope she enjoyed the mini bdae celebration we had for her at holland v nydc.. nice pics.. nice cake. nice balloons and nice people.. cool sia.. 21.. so many or rather most of my frens are turnign 21 this yr! oh no!! big hole in my pocket!!! argh.. hee... anywa i think its fun to be 21.. its like a transition point to the next part of our life. cool.. hee. i wonder how will it be on my 21st bdae. hmph.. i noe one thing for sure will be that i will be slightly sad. cos CALVIN lee yicheng is not going to celebrate with me.. grr. that goo goo boy is going overseas to start his lessons then.. but its ok! i still have my family and frens. bleah... boo..go aussie! bleah.. hee
anwyay talking abt going overseas.. everyone is going overseas! they are all leavig me here in singapore.. *pout* they are eitehr going for exchange or their study trip while im stuck here. damn. I really really wan to go n take my hotel management course once i graduate next yr but aiy.. i mus really c hows the financial situation den. OH yes. i mus say this,, i was so so so so tempted to say that i want to go to oceania in march to play polo. argh.. i really really wan to go but damn it will be during sch term and yes.. i dun have money. i need to find tuition soon after production is over or i wil be broke.
talkign abt being broke.. its real woner that i havent gone for any shoppng trips but i still feel broke! i havent get my cny clothes and im broke! i dunno where all my money goes to.. i think it mus be all due to the large amount of food i have nibbled and eaten thruout these few weeks. Its horrid u noe, esp when gurls eat too much like me. Im not only etting fatter.. but also lazier. horrid horrid horrid.
anyway jus an announcement to make : yellow submarine (temasek hall production com)website is up! its done by my baby! its not totally finished but u can view it at the link.cool.. i did the sponsors slide with him.. haha. its cool to learn such stuff.. but im quite an idiot at it.
slow brains... thats the prob with me..
the only thing to counter that will be my patience and determination.
yes im going to do that for my studies, polo and everything else..
cool.
steady gal.. :P