my competition is drawing so much nearer.. dunno y but the excitement and fear jus keep piling up onto me. seriously im tired of training for IHG.. tired cos i noe that i have other commitments like productions and canoe polo that require me to focus on... mayb i shouldnt go for any training any more.. i dunno.. im lost.. and am so tired. i need a break. a rest. and a real HOliday....... give it to me..... give me the strength, the physical, mental to get me thru this tough period... grrrrrrrr

aiy... i tot plans jus work right when joey can come to stay with us. but sadly.. it did not. THe person is not willing to change.
sometimes i wonder if the person will be happy living beside people who dont really know how to talk to you. IT wil be such a weird atmosphere, i guarantee..