achieving a big dream is not easy to achieve. it takes many hands to clap esp in a team game. but the hands seem to be missing. i dunno.. i noe there are team mates tat have been working hard and fervently coming fown for training to win. seriously. they are the ones that have been motivaing me.. now i only have one big aim.. dun let them down and BREAK THE BLOODY FEAR in me.. break that and i will be free and absorb whatever skills i need. i seriously need it.. i really wan to do this not only for myself but also for them.. give me the strength.