sch starting at last for me.. goodness. later having lessons at 2.. realy wonder how wil it be... it been like almost 4 months since i really sat in a lesson and listen attentively and study hard. think i wil have to adapt to a new environment and stop slacking. talking abt adapting to environment, i dunno how well am i an adaptor.. but i try as much as i can. someone told me that i adapt to things quickly but is it really so.. i wonders. sometimes everyone has to adapt to what its given to them. that was one of the lessons i have thruout my life. i always tot that things wil be always of a fairy tale that is ever so blissfuul and sweet.. it wil go as smoothly as one wil be, feelings of one wil be as strong as steel, characters of one wil always be same, nice and innocent but sadly, thats not what the world is.when one grows older you realised its never this way.. things wil always be changing. look at most of us, most of us changes in looks. some look prettier, more handsome, more attractive, skinnier, fatter and blah blah.. even our personalities. due to the different life styles we have, we change as well. some may differ more, some less.
grr. dunno why am i writing this also.. hmm..dun wan to think so much..
schedule in sch is getting more hectic as the days go by. com starts, hall activites start, my competition is like this and next weekend, readings are coming up, my driving test is realy soon, and yes, i wi be getting old as well.. well. time flies so fast, and we all have to keep in pace with it 24, 7.. sometimes it can be tiring.. grr... now i understand why mummy says when one gets older, one gets lesser frens.. cos the time u spent u do is > den the time you spent with ur frens. i miss my younger days..more freedom more slack time ..... i want to be a baby.. no worries except food and napping and wetting my daipers.. argh... bring me back to time.......
oh ya. mus say this. my dear mummy called me yest and guess wat? she wants me to check on my canoeing junior.. haha. u noe why? cos apparently this junior of mine, who is a guy.. is out with my youngest sis, jasmine. they were caught by my dear daddy.. goodness.. i knew abt this guy long long ago and knew that he likes my sis. however despite asking so so so many times, my sis stil denies that she is with me or she likes him.. aiy. i dunno whats up with them. my 2nd sis is even cuter. yest i bet my mum mus have made a big hoo haa over the issue and she got so afraid that she msged me and tel me abt it.. her last msg was the best.. its goes like that"stupid him.. make me worry abt jas, im going to sleep now, nite" its like???????? anywya thinnk my mum is worrying much abt my jas cos she is the youngest and the naughtiest and apparently she is not coming home for dinner at all.. she comes home late everyday with out fail and she seldom joins us for family dinner in the weekends either. to my mum ,she breaks her family rules thats y my mum is so pissed and worried abt her. come to think of it, as a da jie, i think i should nt defend my sis.. she really doesnt have three training days like me befre and her dance prac is like one day? if that is the case, should nt she be going home for dinner more often than i do before??? aiy... lets jus c hw things go ya.. really hope everything is fine.. and hope that guy wun hurt my sis. dun wan her to fall into wrong path or feelings....