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i think im a bisexual.. haha.. likes to look at perky butts of woman.. oo..hee.
i think al girls are.. often.. esp gals sch girls.. we tend to check out both guys and girls.. and start to chit chit chit chit non stop.. ar..
the only diff btn a girl and a guy in spore is that girls seldom approach guys for nos or be a fren cos if they do that, they are deemed as desperate, slutty(damnm i hate to use this word) yup.. but for a guy, it would be quite normal, the girls would chuckle and giggle and gave their no.. grr.. how unfair can the world get.. if u asked me, i am super turn off by guys who do that, dunno y.. but it jus turns me off. but so sadly, most guys do that, not many but at least one, i think. its quite sad to c how guys can jus go gaga and attracted to a pretty girl with flawless skin, long thin legs, and fabulous body.. man.. i sound jealous but its true.. if u ask some girls, why do they bother to dress up? is it becos to make themselves look good? most would say that but in their hearts, they all know that besides looking good, it feels great being noticed by the other sex. YEa.. it feels greAT..
haha.. realised i am not one of those majority that dresses well.. jus keep a casual look and maintain my door to earth image.. no wonder no guy approach me for my no.. hahhaha. quite sad ar.. but i cant be bothered even if they do.. hee.,
argh.. i want a beautiful body! i want.. want to work out.. and have abs.. i remembed in j2, my abs were good man.. so so good.. argh.. miss it.. my tummy was flat and not a tinge of fat is found.. not even tiny winy.. but now sadly.. its forming a tyre.. no rather many many tyres.. argh.. i miss those times.. but come to think of it, it takes lot of efffort to reach to that stage. lots of perspiration, lots of mental strength..
talking abt strength.. i think i have grown to be stronger person.. a firmer person and more aggressive.. i guess its due to the lessons i learnt thruout my life that moulded what i am today.. though yes, people stil take advantage of me being soft but i think im starting to hold myself from giving too much. last time i will always think if u r nice to others. others will be nice to you.. but the reality does not show it. instead, if u r nice to others, others will take advantage of you. damn.. i hate it. its not that because of this, im not being nice to the rest but i guess there is a limit which i have to being nice. if someone hurts or bullies me or my frens, i would be unpleased. i dont know if it is a good change but i think some people really take it too far. they think they are the princess or prince and think we owe them which i dont think so. nobody owes anyone anything. when i help others, i do not like to think of the rewards or advcantages, instead i think of the sincerity that i want to help. i feel its a more meaningful way to get by life. i think i should change my own name to DOWN tO eARth RAinbow HAppy pRINcess.. think it wil be a better choice if not people will take me for a spoilt brat.. and im not... never...