my weekend was full of ups and downs..
actually im feeling quite sad and happy.
ironic feelings rite?
buut thats how i do feel now..
yest was the worst i ever felt..
had never imagined stuff being said by ur own closest kin that u admire and respect
in such a crude manner..
wanted to hate.. but did not.
anyway had gathering yest at calvin house.
i woke up early morn jus to go and buy the food for the nite..
went to the market myself!
nikki going to the market!.hee.. interesting rite..
it is..
learnt what kind of vege.. asked the auntie and uncle lots of qn.
and i think they mus be really surprised to c me in a market..
esp gals of my age..
but anyway i cant be bothered.
think its fun..
hee.
yup.. went to ntuc after that and get more stuff..
hee..
the end product was me carrying four big plastic bags back home all by myself..
quite proud of myself for doing that..
hee
anyway after that.. guess what?
i cooked lunch!..hhee.
was thinking of what to eat.. in the end decided to cook a three dish plus porridge lunch for myself, my sis jasmine and bab..
haha..
all was fine til i fry the small fish..
damn..
dunnno why once i put in the fish
the skin of the skin went off..
went sticking to the pan.. argh...
in the end. my fish is naked.. hahaha..
but not bad for my attempt.. it been so so so so long i had a full three dish meal cooked by myself.
normally i jus whip up some simple stuff and heck with whatever i eat..
hee
anywya went to work after eating..
haha.. was real real happy when i got there, cos my cousin is on schedule..
at last, i have good company talking buddy for 6 hours without feeling bored!
havent seen her for two weeks cos she has been busy with THOC .. anywya shes going tioman with them now..
wonder how is it..
got really excited after work..
cos i have not seen some of my team mates for quite some time..
but sadly when i got off from work, msges came sending in abt last min guard duty,
sick.. and the worse.. they need to go to their fren;s mother funeral wake..
its xinyi mum funeral wake..
heard that she went to hospital but only knew that her mum passed away yest..
wondering how she is coping..
hope that the lord will bless her and give her the strength to get on with life..
which i noe she will..
in the end, there were abt 8 -9 of us arriving at calvin house..
man.. its really nice of all those who offered to help..
this is the first time can!
hahaha.. and i was so happy and cant stop grinning..
hee. anyway tahnks darly for buying the ice cream! haha.
and stop asking for my sis no!
its really amusing to c how they help to slice the chicken and pork for the hot plate..
instead of slices..
they ended up in big chunks..
jus like dog food..
hahaha..
oh ya.. mus comment bab... he boiled soup and get down to the kitchen to prepare food for the first time!
tot him to put the ikan bilis, yellow bean and corn into the pot of water and boil..
ahhaa and i say it taste good, fantastic! yea!
hee..
when we get down to the real eating.. i mus say we really enjoyed it. i did seriously.. and its damn funny with stupid daryl talking abt the amazement of the length of the donkey penis..
haha.. can u belive he say it is as long as the height of the table? goodness..
and of cos the guys never fail to suan me and jinying for the whole time..
will put the pics on line when i got them k..
hee..
oh ya.. hsuan called us half way too.. haha.. and i bet she waited quite a long time to get thru.. guess why.. darly and yosef were trying to convince jinying that she did not need to pay for answering overseas call... hahha.. anyway she din answer in the end as darly and chun pretended to be us to answer instead. hee..
talked to hsuan for a while and met her online..
man.. she really got thinner...
much much thinner from what i c her last..
she did her hair again. went to dye it with yellow and i am not sure if its orange or green.. aiy..
kindergarten tcha.. havoc!!!
hee..
after that chun entertained her all the way while we go play mahjong..
ahhaaa..
relaly had lot of fun yest.. with pranks, jokes..
haha.. but the best part is the guys asking advice from us gals abt bgr..abt why girls this and that.. and many other things..
never really touch such topic as a whole group together..
besides teasing...
really nice feeling.. lurve it..
but the best part is at last..
they are treating jinyin and me as gals! yea!
everytime tey wil go.. u mean our team has gals? and start talking abt my valley...
damn.. now.. they say i am having a little more den before.. and im fat..
grr..
idiot..
darly u watch out.. once i train more.. and u stop training for safsa.. c who got more fats.. hee..
always like to meet up my team cos everytime i meet them, we will never feel a tinge of strangeness at all.. never.. we are always chatting like old frens and we are open with each other..
haha..
but the real sad part came after this whole thing..
really wanted to stay over and chat with tthe rest..
but when i called my mum..
damn it..
she spoiled my whole mood but i stil pretend as if nothing happen..
can u believe she call me cheap? for wanting to stay?
i wanted to stay not becos of bab but becos i wanted to talk to my team mates and accompany jinying cos she is the only girl den..
was really hurt.. cried lots when i came back,,
cos i never.. never imagine my deaer mum.. the mum i relaly loved so much.. calling me cheap.. how bad can that be..
she allowed me to stay til late nite but i jus cant stay overnite..
damn..
whats the diff is it btn chalet den?
ok.. i understnad she is worried cos im a girl.
i understand that point.. but mus she scold me that?
i am really hurt..really..
i din stay on late in the end.. and went home at 1 plus as i called my dad to fetch me..
but duno y..
and nw.. she is stil cold to me..
the hurtful me tried to forget whatever tears i shed last nite and talked to her..
and guess waht, she jus gave me her cold treatment..
i really dunno what to say..
i did what she wanted me to do...
i love my mum and dun blame watever she done last time and all that..
but i still cant get it why did she scold me that..
adn giving me what i am facing..
i really dunno what to do..
gr...
anway went for this training this morn.. dunno y..
but think mayb te lack of sleep..
i made real "amazinf mistake"
can u belive looking at a match and seeing every 9 people facing and guarding a goal post while a girl dribbled a ball to the other goal post thinking thats the goal post she should shoot?
yes..
thats me..
its damn embarrassing..
even my coach who was refreee=g luff..
argh!!
lucky i din shoot in..
argh..
oh ya.. celebrated winnie bdae todya at a swimming pool.. cool ar..
hee..
got much closer with my cp team.. cos we are a small group of people..
we really communicate more.. and opened more to each other..
hee..
hope we will improve even more! yea!
yup.. met bab god sis cum cousin, karen after training.
shes from aussie and she came with her bf or fiance?? for a stopover trip.
went to meet her cos she wanted to c me..
from what bab say.. it seems his father had told her a lot of things abt me!
argh!
really pressurised man..
dunno whether its good or bad..
argh..
anyway she is a real sweet lady and its nice to meet her and her bf..
too bad..she leaving tonight..
it wil be nice to chat up with her the next time again!