man.. jus ended work at 1030pm.. so tired.. or rather so hungry! argh! my work gave us this packet of chicken rice that is so plain.. so plain til i really din feel like eating.. and im starving now.. argh.. if only someone buys me supper now. i will be so grateful... i think its a miracle for me to tahan with one dinner provided and worked from 530 to 1030 or 10 every friday.. one meal is definitely not an usual thing for me cos i wil usually munch here and there.. hee.. but who ask that stupid supervisors to set stupid rules like no eating.. grr. and the rule which doesnt allow me to talk for the last ten mins before the race starts.. and to go to the toilet, i need to queu and ask for permission.. argh. feel like a pri sch kid.. lucky the pay is not bad.. if not i wil go WO BU GAN LE! hee.. argh. thinking abt it.. i have a long day tmr to work.. from 1230 to 610 lei.. jus sitting there.. not doing much.. but talk to the neighbours.. if ur neighbour is someone u cant talk. tats it.. it wil be stoning time for me.. lucky today i had smal aunt and wendy beside me.. it was nice talking to wendy.. shes only a yr older den me.. but she has started working 2 yrs ago..really nice gal.. and i treat her like my jie jie.. talk to her abt bgr and its really sweet to hear from someone that hsa the same view of having ur first bf as ur husband.. but of cos this is rather impossible and naive in our modern world.. but its jus a nice feeling to have someone to have such thinking.. talking with wendy really make me c a lot of things.. esp what we talked today. i mus say im quite a lucky girl who is loved.. i realised how unpredictable things can be as well.. really hope things wil get on better.. realy hope so..:) anyway lucky with her, time flies so much faster during work today. its like whenever we say our stories, we only have 20 mins to talk and den we have to wait for that ten mins which wil be our busiest period and den we start talking again.. haha. feel like a bimbotic robotic girl.. but who ask the supervisor not to let me read at all!! they say wil distract my placing of bets.. argh.. whatever.. miss my cousin.. havent seen her at work for almost two weeks.. we always talk non stop during work.. hee. and of cos under the supervision of the tigress who likes to catch us for no reason.. talking abt it, i was so pissed with her when she came up to me and go, why u all got so many things to talk? and its not even the ten mins *QUIET* slot.. theres no rule that i cant talk in the rest of the 20 mins ma. think she is jealous that i can talk.. nowadays i think she gives up on me cos without my cousin, i am still talking with others.. hahha.. think she cant tahan me for being so chatty.. but who ask me to be called liling with a friendly smile and can talk and crap to anyone whom i like to. haha.. thinking of it. i even talked to 40 plus aunties who worked there.. asked them abt cooking.. recipes.. and yes. temples at time when they saw me with the string like bracelet.. hee.. goddnes. mayb i should stop being so friendly. hee