man.. i did not go queensway or ikea today at all.. grr.. cos by the time i was ready, its rather late and i am sure to be late for driving.. thats y i din go.. damn pissed with myself for not going today. den tmr i mus rush there after my training. man.. i dunn even noe if i can go training tmr.. i am having sore eye now.. dunno y.. jus rubbed a little and now the eye is damn damn red.. argh.and it hurts quite a lot also.. help me.. help my eye.. it hurts.. today instructor was the same as yest. and guess what he again only ticked one part of the module.. grr.. he taught me abt u turn and three point turn and he jus wun tick. i bet he want me to go for more lessons.. and waste more money. grr... idiiot.. nv,,. i mus control my temper.. jus learnt it from my meditation lessons jus nw. went with my parents and mum colleague to this meditation class. dunno y i went. but mayb i tot of finding my real true self and not getting in a loss which i think i a,..i also trying to find the more real me.. and the purpose of my life.. i think im crazy but heck.. jus now really relazed alot though my legs are a bit numb..and my back hurts frrom the previous injury...damn it..
hee.
the place was at geylang and i went with my dad. we mistook the plave that was a few hosue away and we were waiting in front of a hotel in geylang for my mum.. and guess wat? a few guys walked past me and they gave me that look. grr. so disgusted.. saw a lot ..really a lot of prostitutes. most of them are actually quite old.. but they dress quite sexily.. i saw the men drooling over them .. argh.. feeling quite sad.. saw the man fondling them too.. mayb thats y my eyes is hurting.. man.. the funniest thing abt it is that i think one of the guys that walked past my dad and me must have thought that i am touting my dad as my customer.. man! so insulting! i was so happy to have my mum beside me.. make me feel so much safer...
grr..
my eyes really hnurt.. help me... grr.r..