goodness..
at last. my laptop is fixed.. fixed and i can use it to type my blog.. its been a while since i last blog.. goodness.. sorry for not updating myself... anyway thank you baby for helping me to solve the prob on my com.. dun ask me what happened.. im an idiot at such stuff..
seriously im an idiot at lots of stuff. i dunno how to solve my own probs.. dunno how to argh..i dunno. now i dun even noe how or wat to type.. im so afraid to hurt anyone. im so afraid.. i really pray that everything wil go on fine and smoothly.. i am praying so so hard..
was watching bachelor jus now.. its so crazy and a real bimbotic show.. which show do u find woman fighting over jus one men? is that really in real life? u mean is that really true love? it seems though they are jus trying to get the attention of the media and put themselves in the limelight. if u ask me, it looks disgusting.. and the bachelor.. goodness. he seems to like everyone and smooches with whoever he goes out a datte.. all his comments would go like she a great girl.. i think im starting to feel al bond with her. and hoo laa..he kisses her, touches her and after that dump her by not giving her the rose.. argh.. how stupid woman can be to believing that hes the one. seriously, u ask me. how wld i noe if the person is a right one.. is he the one who makes u happy? who makes u cry? or wat?? here.. i think the whole show is a tragedy not a romantic love story but a tragedy that saddens the world out there.. it saddens others with the bimbotics women that go im think im in love with him... and they have their well known cat fight.. grr..
sometimes i wonder why people like to watch reality shows?? bachelor is one.. the other is survivor.. i must say playing in the game survivor isnt a easy one.. u gotta be smart, intelligent.. know the right strategy and noe how to make people convince that u can help them thru out and with all that, u can win the million dollars.. however,, will u really be happy with the million dollars if u won it thru that game? for me. i dun tink so.. cos u wil not be ur truth self thru out the 38 days in the jungle.. there are people who try to be their real self in the game. but ultimately, they are kicked out.. why? cos they dun fit into the reality world.. which is the hyprocritical world.. sometimes i wonder.. i always like to criticize these people.. but have i ever been one before? i might.... but how i wish i will never ever be.. never..