dear liling woke up in the middle of the night.. dunno what reason woke me up. but i have been doing that for a looong looong time.. think i may have insomia (spelt correctly?) hee. but whatever.. wanted to wake up to have macs breakfast but aiy.. mummmy wants me to finish up the apple struddle thats in the fridge.. aiy.. dun understand why my sisters jus dont eat everything and leave me as the trashbin to finish up the food.. aiy. me and my macs meal wish vanished into the air! grr.. mayb i shall eat tmr den.. aiy... should i ask someone along or should i go alone? mm.. dun really noe what to do today.. only knew that i have driving lessons at 425pm today.. aiy.. mayb mayb.. aiy.. think i shall make my decision later...
oh yea.. jus saw a girl downstairs holding a big bouquet of flowers! oohh.. its so beautiful! its with lilies and baby breath... argh!! that is my most desired bouquet of flowers u noe.. thinking of it.. i never have big bouquet of flowers before.. never. only one each.. haha..quite sad ar.. but come to think of it, what do u do with big bouquet of flowers after they are wilted? keep them or throw them?? thats the prob when girls receive such gifts.. they will want to have such gifts cos they think it is sweet. but how many girls keep their bouquets for a long time til they are old and dying? i doubt there are many...