goodness, i have not blogged since mon.. have been such a lazy bum. goodnes.s. realised that i have been really really tired after the stong trip.. jus too lazy to do anything. i only managed to drag my lazy body out for training in the cold and stormy weather and shopping for a while yest with the b2 babes. din do much but i mus say i enjo9y the haircut and treatment. though my hair doesnt look much diff, but i mus say it was a relaxing moment which i havent had for such a long time. it feels great with some one doing ur hair, massaging ur head while he helps to wash ur hair. shiok! i lurve it! hee.. shopping wasnt that great yest as i was carryign a bag of wet clothes from traiing. its so heavy! argh.. hate it man.. i have decided. if nikki wants to do a good shopping trip, first, she must not wear heels, 2nd, she must nt have a heavy bag! yes... think i will go shopping myself one of these days. hafnt do that for such a loong loong time...
hmm. dunno y .jus wondering how baby is. havent really talk much to him since i come back from stong. miss talking to him, but either hes too tired or im too busy.grr.. anyway really sorry to baby tht i have been throwing tantrum.. duno y but i hate myself for that. cos it jus tensed up our whole rtn and i hate it.. sorry baby,. i really din mean it.. wil not do that again k.. i think nowadays pms is getting on me, wil always get moodswings when im having that thing. grr. hate it so much.... cos i tend to hurt baby... the tot of hurting baby hurts me internally. he is too precious to me that i cant bear to hurt him. grr.
tmr is ny homecoming. msged the rest but it seems like not many guys can make it for the homecomingl they could only make it for the dinner. aiy. i tot we can all go together and take a team photo with the new building. after all its theplace where we first met, had tough trainings together, go through so much fun together...seriously i think without my canoing team, i wun have such a fruitful jc life and so many wonderful frens. i really thank all of them for their frenship. sometimes ple always ask me, why am i always the one organising the outings. i asked myself too.. yes, sometimes how i wish i dun do all the organising, its so tiring... different people have different reactions and schedule, pisses u at times when all can make it except one. aiy.. but den if i dun do it, who wil do it? and who asked me to miss the company of all these people.. i dunno if the rest ever treasure each and every one of us. but i seriously do.. hsuan is not in spore now.. our female captain is not around, and our male captain.. aiy.. he is hopeless. duno what he is thinking abt butu he is jus heck caring the the others. dun he treasure the times we spent together? i dunno... i dun wish to gain much from the gathering but everytime our team meets up, i dunno y it jus brings a smile to me. it feels great jus to noe how each and everyone is preogressing with new juicy news and lame jokes. among all the guy frens i ahve, i lurve my canoeing team the most. not becos my baby is in it, but becos the guys are the one that have been with me thru thick and thin, i always njeo that they are there for me when i need help and i always like to do the same thing to them if they ever need my help.. i dunno how long can we sustain this whole team,. but i realy hope we can do it for a loonger time. i miss all of them and hope most of them can make it not for the homecoming but at least the dinner.. praying really hard cos i hope to c all of them again. i dun mind being pek chek for thousands over times as long the team meets. cos i noe eventually when they meet, everythign is worth it, all laughters and lame jokes are back.. and we wil all be a team again. aiy.. too bad hsuan is not here. if not she wil add in more humour to the atmosphere. im not a person that can really bring up the whole spirit of the team (like jason) but i hope tey wil enjoy themselves when we meet each others. really looking forward to tmr, stanfing and luffing what the rest had to say and talk abt.. :P
k.think i need to bathe liao.. going to wokr later!!! ciaoz