Saturday, May 22, 2004

argh.. stupid nite
picked on stupid unreasonable supervisor
for doing nothing that is against the
crazy rules that they set
no employee rights..
treated like a pri sch kid
feel dumb
no sometimes feel like a dog
grr
had bad tummyache
on way home
but wasnt serious til got on bed
whine
and ended up got pissed with someone
dun expect much from him
but dunno y he keep putting himself down
argh...
dunno what to do
mum asked me to sleep with her
put down the phone with worries and pain
cldnt sleep
went to take hp secretly
saw missed calls
worried he cant sleep
went to eat po chai pills cos tummy stil hurts
hoome phone rang
mum shouted
i sms secretly
mum foudn out
scolded me.
den had to off the phone
sleepless nite again
toss and turn
worried ..
mummy ok thru the nite
i keep sneezing..
go toilet twice..
woke up saw msg
heart went soft
wanted to hug
but dunno how to reply..
whole mind jus thinking of him
argh
going crazy..
dunno what wrong with me..
stupid me and my rash temper
me and my stubborness
grrr.
hope everything is fine
stil gotta go to work
grr.
going to bathe now
i still hafnt reply
help me////

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