aiy..sianz..... really feel like pouring out some things to someone who can listen to me.. but i dare not and got no one to.. feel like crying now.. tot i got hsuan to talk to when i c her online but dunno how come she talked to me half way and she went missing.. sianz.. sometimes i wonder am i really that irritating.. feeling so lost now... aiy..... its all becos of a very good fren of mine.. caled her jus to ask her abt something and when she picked up te phone, she sounded so cold and everything. what wrong did i do?? idiot.. sometimes i think did i think too much? or wat? but i jus hate hate it.... its like how do u feel if someone keep giving u a cold shoulder and to others, a warm talk? idiotic rite?
I FEEL LIKE AN IDIOT! A STUPID FOOL~ COMPLETE FOOL THAT PEOPLE TAKE FOR GRANTED! can u imagein how i feel? no! no one can imagine k..... i hate this feeling k.. what am i supposed to do? how am i supposed to face this person for the next 5 days in the wild? to cooperate with her? i think she wldnt even allow that. i can forsee myself not enjoying this whole thing. not! i feel shit! really shit.....
sometimes i think i am petty.. or am i not? i duno..
sianz.. she comes online.. on the day where i have not come online for ages...
and she is added to the conversation.. idiot.. how worse can i get man..
i got nothing to say
dun feel like talking or writing much...
what the f****