hmm. waiting for baby to come.. cant wait to c him.. dunno y baby got nightmare yest.. he say im leaving him which i noe i wun. he is too precious to me.. i dun ever wan to lose him at al cos he is too precious to me liao. its very ironic at times when i tot i was the one who was afraid to lose him or rather he dun wan me anymore.. seriously im scared;.. but i know i trust baby lots.. guess wat? yunlong msged me yest. grr. though its nice to hear from a fren again but i dunno. it will jus make me bring me think back abt the past. but to me, long is jus a fren. normal fren.. though i admit i wil have a soft touch for me cos he is my first love but baby is my everything now. i wil never do anything to jeopardize my rtn with baby.. never ever.. cos i simply love him too much. sniff.. getting real bad flu.. feel very sleepy and my leg hurts again. argh..